When was the last time you pray and end it with a prayer? Or when was the last time you really really truly recite your prayers? Be it a moment ago, now, yesterday, or I-don't-recall-when-was-the-last-prayer, people usually pray despite of our different religion, faith or belief. We do pray, in our own way on our own place and time.
Never estimate the power of doa. Tolak tepi pasal kepantasan sesuatu doa itu dimakbulkan sebab semua itu berbalik semula pada usaha kita untuk tidak putus-putus berdoa di samping usaha yang berterusan terhadap apa yang didoakan. Nikmat power of doa ini, paling beri impak sekali aku rasa time lost dari keluarga masa mengerjakan tawaf. Benar, Allah tau perfect timing bila Dia nak kabulkan walaupun kadang rasa jenuh menunggu tak kunjung tiba sampai ter-merungut tanpa sedar. Sedangkan doa Nabi yang maksum pun ada delay tapi mereka tak pernah putus berdoa and lost faith. Beratus tahun lamanya dakwah tapi ditentang, dibuang keluarga sendiri dan bermacam lagi. Kalau ditimbang melalui rasionaliti kita, pasti timbul rasa, kalau benar mereka maksum dan utusan Allah, kenapa diduga? Sebab thoughts macam ni lah most cari agama dengan cara dan pendekatan sendiri.
The safest place is to be in someone's prayers. Speaking of prayers, how often we actually include other person or mention that person name in our prayer? Dulu ada lah sebut tapi malaslah,dah putus asa. Frankly speaking, I did that too. A few time. Bila rasa kecewa, penat lelah semua, mulalah mulut ni berat nak titip doa walaupun tangan ditadah. Nampak macam tak ke mana walaupun usaha dah bermacam cara. Usaha ke tak sama je keberhasilannya. You know that feeling when you know that a person actually include you in their prayer? Or the feeling when you actually include someone in your prayer? Rasa seolah ada guarantee dan hope walaupun benda tu tak terjadi lagi, macam warranty beli barang - barang terjaga walaupun tak rosak lagi.
Somehow, aku agak freak out or afraid with the expectation that I get through other person prayers. Its like wehh, benda takda apa lagi dah. Janganlah beriya sangat. It is a heartbreak to see those faces who always want it the best for you yet it didn't turned out that way but still keep praying for it. The fact that they have more faith in it more than you have that actually make me freak out. And the fact that there's nothing more to hope for make me afraid with all those silent prayers that eventually will disappoint them. May odds be in my favor. Also, may Allah bless you and me and grant our prayers. Amin.
P/S : To whom it may concern, I did what you asked me to do. Just that, you don't know about it.